• fckreddit@lemmy.ml
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    4 days ago

    I lost the ability to want to live and I don’t know how to get it back. I have been on meds and undergoing therapy for last 5 years or so. I am generally okay, but certain incidents trigger the worst aspects of me. that is because I have BPD.

    Anyways, thanks for your kind words. I will certainly try.

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      4 days ago

      Thank you, friend!

      I understand that that must be so tough. 😞

      Do you have any interests or hobbies that you like? 🙂

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        4 days ago

        Not really. I mostly code a little, but that’s about it.

        Edit: Oh, I am a sucker for books. Like I have a library containing more than 1000 books.

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          4 days ago

          Oh my god? That’s insane! You live in a house or how do you fit all those books? Are they different genres? What kind of books do you read mostly?

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            4 days ago

            I live with my parents, so I can indulge in it. I love reading fiction of all kinds: fantasy, classics, sci-fi. I also read a lot of philosophy and japanese comics.

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              3 days ago

              Nice. I wish I was more into books. Seems like a wonderful world of fiction and nonfiction.

              Still though, around 1000 books. I can’t imagine what that would look like. There must be an entire room dedicated to books? They/you live in a big house with a library I imagine?

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                3 days ago

                Not a whole lot of space. I use basically two large cupboards worth of space. Books are basically my escape from my life.