I couldn’t even complete one episode. It was so dumb.

Get wrecked, op.

Although not really useful, I simply love RGB lighting in the keyboard.

Okay… What’s the catch?

Yeah. I am currently only doing projects to learn how to do things I want to learn like writing physics code, CAD software from scratch, etc. My hope is to turn it into a company. Maybe, after the AI bubble bursts, I can start looking for some funding.

Grug like grug.

Thank you so much. That helps a lot.

Edit: I strongly believe video games can be a art too. So playing video games is not too bad, imo.

Me too. I have no illusions about that.

My therapist has informed me that this is my coping mechanism. Luckily, it could have been worse. Some of the most common coping mechanisms in BPD are alcoholism or some kind of similar substance abuse. I guess I was lucky in that regard or maybe I intuited it and intentionally avoided. I know how often I felt like getting dead drunk and I resisted the urge to.

Why were you in the closet though?? /s

Well, here are my shelves:

Behold!!

Yeah. Books don’t take a lot of space

Edit: Sorry, two cupboards form roughly half the collection. Rest are in another room, in ‘semi-storage’.

Not a whole lot of space. I use basically two large cupboards worth of space. Books are basically my escape from my life.

I live with my parents, so I can indulge in it. I love reading fiction of all kinds: fantasy, classics, sci-fi. I also read a lot of philosophy and japanese comics.

Not really. I mostly code a little, but that’s about it.

Edit: Oh, I am a sucker for books. Like I have a library containing more than 1000 books.

I lost the ability to want to live and I don’t know how to get it back. I have been on meds and undergoing therapy for last 5 years or so. I am generally okay, but certain incidents trigger the worst aspects of me. that is because I have BPD.

Anyways, thanks for your kind words. I will certainly try.

I am sorry, but I don’t have friends. Nobody gives a damn about me. I too tired to make it through anything. I just want to die. I don’t deserve to live.

I am sorry about that. No one deserved that outburst. I wish I can take back my words. I have been feeling pretty suicidal for last week or so and I lost my temper when I shouldn’t have.

Congrats… you are smarting than me. Fucking smartass…

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